I am in the mid-morning sunlight with
my grandmother beneath her magnolia tree.
The flowers of spring have just opened after a soft rain and a warm
night. My sister plays nearby in the yard, searching for toads hidden in
the wet grass as my grandmother frets over the life of the blossoms. She always worries that the blooms come too
soon or too late or that a windy day will take them from her, sending the white
petals floating down 7th Street.
She worries about wilting heat or nipping frost in the air. As she studies each infant flower, some of
them still teasing their way out of round buds, I study her. My grandmother’s form is mirrored in the
curved branches of the tree. I pray my
hair turns the same silver, soft as down feathers, and my worries are as
weightless as the petals on her mind.
The sun distills lacy light through the canopy of leaves that covers the
ground and us. She stands…
steady and silent
with her hand in her pockets
watching her tree grow